Summer holiday is over and that sucks.
It means I have to start my first year in college and it's not like I'm not looking forward to it, but more like I'm afraid I'll fail.
Like most of you know (or not) I have been away for a year in Africa to study for Math and Dutch. So basically speaking I haven't been to school for a year and that means that I'm out of my rythm... Rythm? Can I say that?! Whatever.
So, it's said that the subject that I have chosen is a hard one. Since 49% of the students drop it in their first year.
This has made me really terrified and then again you have your parents who pressure you with saying "You're going to be alright" or "You're smart enough". What if I'm not smart enough? I mean this will all be a first time for me! So that really doesn't help, but I can't complain. They'll support and help me.
Also I'm getting more into drawing again. There's been quite some time since I had uploaded something here on dA and that was for my mom's birthday. That was in July. After that I just hadn't had the time. I went to work, but I was away all day. Getting up at 7 am and come home at 9 pm. After that I was pretty much on auto-pilot. Shower, eat, sleep and get up again in the morning. The job was fun and it was my first one, but it was hell. Standing up for 8 straight hours and only 1 hour to sit your ass on a piece of wood. Are you talking about a chair? Yes I am.
The drinks were free... Well only the soda, chocolat milk, coffe and thee, but I'm not complaining about that, nor the food, but You're hurt everywhere when you get back.
The place where I worked is called La Place.
Also one of my co-workers there was amazing in drawing. I was jealous of her for a moment, hahahaha. (She demotivated me for a week, hahahahaha). But she is amazing! She draws very realistic and that with a pen! it's just... Amazing! So I tried to get her over here or somewhere to upload her drawings for other people to see, but then I quit my job and now I haven't been in contact with her. I should. She was nice.
I kind if think that was it.